I’ve been battling a lot mentally. And it’s
had me taking a step back, I’ve been analyzing a lot.
What makes you insecure? What makes you
forget about your worth?
You feel like you are too fat? Love handles too big? You feel too skinny? Want to add a little weight? That you’re chicken bone? Don’t feel intelligent enough? Barley graduated high school? Do you place your worth in people? Or how people perceive you?
When did that all change? When did our innocence of having child like faith go away? When did we start worrying about what we looked like and how we came off? When did the innocence go away of not trusting people go out the window? Where did the beauty go, the beauty of innocence? All of it? How and when……?
I bought this book, and its title is: 3000
Questions About Me. A question in there said, “When people look in your eyes, what do you
hope they see?” What do you hope they see? If they don’t see
the things you hope they see, is that going to determine your worth?
I’m too fat, then I’m too skinny, I’m too
kind and get walked all over, I’m too mean and people start talkin’. I buy too
much, then buy too little. In this society you can never win. There was and
ugly saying that is ever so true, it was saying, “Be yourself…. But not like that” That’s
the ugly truth about today. You are never going to satisfy everyone. You are
not living for them. All the lies in your head are taking up space in your
brain. Get it out. Run from it, leave it at the door, run for the hills from
those lies telling you that you are not worth it. Run for the hills from those
lies that tell you that everyone is out to get you, or that everyone is
eventually going to hurt you. Run from those lies that tell you, you are not
good enough to be with anyone. Those lies that tell you are too fat, those lies
that tell you, your skin and bone is ugly, those lies that tell you are too
stupid, those lies that tell you, you aren’t wise enough to understand things.
Those lies that tell you that the climb isn’t worth it, the climb of life, and
those lies that tells you that you are wasting your time. Those lies that tell
you to doubt something you were so sure of just a minute ago. Those lies that
say you are too damaged to be loved. Those lies that say you are too nerdy to
be friends. Those lies that tell you your hair is too thin. Those lies that say
your hair is too damaged. Those lies that tell you, you can’t trust anyone.
Those lies that tell you that you are better off alone.
Know your worth, my darlings. Know that you are worth so much more than those lies. Continue writing that book you planned on finishing. Continue trying to work out if you want to change something about yourself. Start eating the right carbs and fatties that you need to in order to gain that extra weight you need to. Study some more to show that you are not in fact unintelligent. Shove that Diploma in the Liars face. I’ve learned that if you want people to see you for you, don’t be afraid to show them exactly who you are. Start loving on yourself more. It’s not worth it to lose your mind over something or someone that doesn’t know your worth. Run from those lies. KNOW. YOUR. WORTH.
let it go
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It’s you, it’s you that is the beautiful thing that wants to grow…