I need to do something with my life…

I am 20 years old and I haven’t taken life on fully and I need to. I’ve never been pushed or motivated as a kid, and I remember asking for help with my homework and was told they didn’t have time for that and that was when I decided not to care either. I was only 7, so cut me some slack. I honestly barely graduated… It was embarrassing thinking that I barely passed and I felt like I didn’t deserve to graduate. I honestly would love to become a Physiologist and help those who need help and look for it. But I don’t know if I could do it. I think it’d be a lot easier to do it somewhere else. I’m just nervous to fail again I guess. My mother is considering moving down to Oregon and if she does, I’m following her. I’m done with this state and ready to move. I have other family in Washington but I’m not sure if I want to move near them but who knows? Maybe I could. I’m just not sure. I really just kind of want a superhero come and swoop in and take me in as their housewife. Huge cop out. I know. I’ve always said I’m going to have a sugar daddy but not an old one. Lol. No I do work hard, and I know I would be an awesome Physiologist, but not sure my transcripts would show through and get me that scholarship. I feel completely lame and I am in need of a friend, but I am letting people text me first for the most part and no longer want to bother people more than I already am. Lord help me. I need some hopeless shoulder to cry on or at least complain on.

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